a dream


Here I am. 40 weeks pregnant.

I am anxious for him to come. Unsure of how things will be. Happy that he will be joining us hopefully this week. It doesn't seem real to me yet though. As if I was walking through a dream. 

How our normal will change. I wonder if I am really ready for this. I feel like I am a first time mom at times. I forget how the beginning days and nights were.  I know it will all fall into place just like it was meant to be.

I am forever thankful each night that I have been blessed with this amazing moment in my life. I am excited to see the boys and Eric interact with a tiny baby.

We are waiting and keep talking to him, telling him we are ready to meet him. He likes the cozy comfort of my belly. Just like his brothers he will make us wait a bit longer, but it will be so worth the wait.

I am ready to wake up from the dream and begin again.

6 comments:

  1. We are all thinking about you. Grace reads your blog religiously and always comments to me how you are in her thoughts! Be well.

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  2. Thinking about you and wishing you all the best as you welcome this little being into your lives.

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  3. Thanks ladies for the kind thoughts. We'll see how the week goes.

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  4. Maybe your littlest will be born on Thursday and share a birthday with Emma! I can't believe she will be five this week. Seems like just yesterday we were anxiously expecting her arrival! Enjoy these final days!

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